Left for Wanting

 

Left for granting her every whim

   setting tears to skim the frozen pond

   as the graceful skaters pirouette

   and etch icy memories with their blades.

 

Left for granting her solace, love’s dim

   undecipherable words and arduous struggles -

   melting souls into puddles of blue wax

   so colorful yet misshapen and useless -

   for the wick of his embrace burns no more

 

Left for chanting her futile prayers in

   furtive pleas of gratitude of entwining

   moments into memories, the weave is

   macramé of an unknown design. 

   sought by no one for a souvenir even

   with a signature from the artist.

 

Left for panting – her soul’s breathlessness

   at the wonder of the curtained eyes, and

   knowing, knowing there is a depth of

   wanting in him as deep as the mountaintop

               and ocean floor.

 

Right for planting, the seed of hope and

   love’s culmination of  fertile potion

   receiver of life and promise to cherish and

   grow and push and birth to nurture for

   all time.

 

Write yet for slanting the skewed perceptions

   of promises turned to lies to hopes for the

   change - the fleeting moment of realization

   that no’s can be yes’s.  But know….

 

 

A child dies in youth

   A woman succumbs in beauty

   A soul searches for the purpose and lesson

   An idea is dashed before it is spoken

   A love letter is lost before received

  

She is left for wanting.  Again. 

      

 

Copyright  © September 2003  Amy L. Allison

          

 

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